i could stand
to render this
apathy in twain.
chilled chel
on the half-
shell.
it's autumn, i'm
sucking bottom.
even the rusted oak
leaves look better
than me
and i love them be
cause it makes
me miserable.
again, in the mornings
i'm back to
alone -
gray squirrels and back
wood birds, now white
noise behind windows -
i cry when i'm
coming.
broken out broken
up and the only things
i can muster up
belief in are
the fact that
living choiceless is
the most efficient mode of
failure;
that even the truest
friends are never true.
i believe in the sounds
that escape during
sleep, that
disappointment is
the only reality.
that every man wishes he
were an island,
that his dreams were
as solid as fishes.
i believe i should have
killed this teenage boy,
instead of letting him
move in.
dreamfish packed
tight, i walk on
water every year.
all i find,
the same old fear:
wish i were here.
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