moveon


only some dumb idiot
the song keeps

saying -

one of my ifthings
a thing you should

know.

i held myself
this time, shielded myself
from thunderloft inklings.

it was a wanting
i lost and dug for
in you.

ignoring everything
easyflung aside.


i am not as stupid as


i am.



putup so tolerant
with your shenanigans.

nowisee:
the line between
tolerance and ignorance -

some dumb stupidity.


you ate my heart
all frozinside.

oh, i have given you
the billionaire benefit
of my pennypiece doubts.


i wordguessed
before they'll ever fallfrom
your lips.

i carefulcollect them
from the floor;

cautious of their weight to all things,

and measured them against
quietugs and heartwords.


how manynights
have we lived? between
the days you belong to

anyonebutme.

what do i know?

have i held you down
to somedifferent understanding?


no lastender lie.

i've swept too many of those
unexamined
into my forgiveness
and brushedoff hands.


perhaps you've calloused me
strongenough in myself

to leave you.


this is not runaway,
this is

moveon.


there is a difference.